well, another post.. i can really tell i am out of school. sitting at work, all i can think about is mopping the floors in the kitchen. i was up this morning before six, doing the dishes, laundry and wishing i had a day off to hang out at the house by myself. with no kids. so i can clean, clean, clean.
i guess i am feeling a little overwhelmed. i hate this economy. someone told me it was getting better. where is that happening? it sure isn't anywhere i know. i can't even afford wal mart.. so so sad.
in protest of my lack of funds, i am going to not use any capitol letters anymore. i am tired of sticking my pinky finger out to hit the shift key. so no more caps for me. see? i made a rhyme. i can do that. because it is my blog. and if i say no caps, then no caps.
tripp has a doctors appointment in knoxville tomorrow. he is being tested for cystic fibrosis. i really like pretending that he never had the hiney issue.. yet, if there were actually something wrong with him, and i didn't follow thru, i would never forgive myself.
i think i just need to set down and cry.
tripp has been the kid with the weird things. when he was born at 37 weeks (to the day) he weighed 7 pounds and one ounce. that is a big baby for me. if i woulda went full term, he woulda been big. anyways, by time he was two months old, i noticed something funky going on with his head and neck. he couldn't hold it up. i showed dave, he thought i was post-partum crazy at first, then he started looking. so off we went to the doctor. turns out that tripp had torticollis and scoliosis. we did a year of therapy and he is as good as new. then, when he was two, he got a concussion at my inlaws. back in february, he slammed his peebird in the toilet.. that was an interesting trip to the emergency room. now, this hiney issue..
so, you see that tripp has been a trip.
I miss you!!!
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